“Dispersion” Lyrics

“Dispersion” by Plastic Chair single (2003)

Watashi no (my)
Aware na (poor)
Kokoro ga (heart)
Itandeiru (is aching)

My days are timeless
Never ending
Too brief for words
Time swirls ’round my feet
Whisking me ahead
Marching me back
Leaving me in limbo
I float

– By Anji Bee (BMI)

Note: Japanese translation by Chukimai, the musical half of Plastic Chair.

“Good Bye” Lyrics

“Good Bye” Bitstream Dream Single (2001)

Some time ago and far away
I met a boy who could make me smile
We fell in love on that fateful day
And I stayed for a little while
But all dreams must end
And this was no exception
I’d like to think that we’re still friends
That’s just my perception

I had to leave and come back home
So goodbye, Steve
I hope you make it on your own
Good bye, good bye

— by Anji Bee (BMI)


Note: These lyrics were previously written for a collaboration with Moondawg for a side project called Dreamzone 51 we began in February 2000. Below are the original, full lyrics.


Some time ago and far away
(Far away)
I met a boy who could make me smile
(Make me smile)
We fell in love on that fateful day
And I stayed for a little while
But all dreams must end
(They end)
And this was no exception
(They end)
I’d like to think that we’re still friends
That’s just my perception

I had to leave and come back home
(Home)
So goodbye Steve
I hope you make it on your own
(Good bye, good bye, good bye)
I hope you make it on your own
(Good bye, good bye, good bye)

You know I care
(I care)
I always will
(I always will)
Though I’m not there
I hope you sense me still
(Like I do you)
I might not’ve been fair
(Unfair)
To us, my dear
(To us, my dear)
But I just couldn’t shake the fear
(The fear, fear, fear)

I still love you, though I had to go…

My Crazy Convoluted Musical History

After answering Rik’s interview questions, I ended up slimming down my reply to his first question because it was so long. Thought I would go ahead and share it here, though, for anyone who is interested in learning more about my musical timeline.


You divide your time between a few projects, Lovespirals and Delphinium being the most visible.  How does this affect the way you write?

Actually, it’s been a lot more complicated than that! Delphinium really began in the very early 90s as me collaborating with Ravensong (whom I still need to put up on Mp3.com…), until it morphed into a new project called Datura.  Before Datura released anything (aside from a cassette demo), we found out another band was using the same name, so we hunted around for a new one, and came up with Delphinium.  But before Delphinium really took off, Justin and I got sidetracked by another project with some friends of ours, called Ain Soph Aur.  It was an improv experimental band that attempted to combine mystical traditions and music, and we got so caught up with it that Datura/Delphinium was totally forgotten! 

After about a year with Ain Soph Aur, I started jamming with fellow KUCI DJ’s, doing various live and recorded improv sessions, until I ended up collaborating pretty heavily as a duet with home taper, Jake Anderson, called Celesteville.  We were doing lo-fi pop stuff, with both of us switching between a ton of instruments; I played some guitar, accordion, sampler, all kinds of percussion and toys…. it was fun.  I think I needed something light after that ASA experience, and I had needed both improv situations after the heavy studio time with Delphinium.  I like a blend of programmed, carefully crafted music, and spontaneous performance, too much of either is a drag, musically.  That’s what I learned from all that experimentation.

Anji Bee during a live on-air jam session at KUCI 88.9 FM in late 1998

Now, enter Ryan Lum! After all the insanity of live improv and 4-track cassette recording, I was pretty excited to be lucky enough to get involved with a professional recording outfit, such as Love Spirals.  It can be terribly frustrating having your efforts practically thrown away for over a year, which is how I came to feel, looking back on my time with Ain Soph Aur and Celesteville.  I was more than ready to settle down, write some real songs, perfect the vocals and just get really into the recording process.  Unfortunately, Ryan has been overwhelmed by problems with his studio setup most of the time we’ve been together!  His computer died twice, causing him to lose precious data, and he’s had a lot of problems getting his software to work correctly ever since.  We haven’t actually gotten to do much work together yet, even though we’ve been together 2 years.

Meanwhile, I kept writing songs, either tucking the lyrics away in my diary, or recording the vocal melodies to cassette.  Through the Internet, I started meeting various musicians, and collaborated with a few of them. I guess music is kinda like breathing for me, it’s something that I have to do in order to live, you know?  I go nuts if I’m not working on something music related!  It doesn’t always have to be singing, but I was so primed to work with Lovespirals last year, that I had to divert some of that energy somewhere or I was going to crack.  So what happened is that I recorded with 3 different bands over 2000, all very different from one another.  I did some Gothic-tinged electronica and darkwave with a band called Voiceless, experimental Drum ‘n’ Bass and Down Tempo with Aslan’s, and then some poppy Trip Hop and Drum ‘n’ Bass with Dreamzone 51.  I was more or less doing all the projects simultaneously, just grooving off whatever music the different musicians would send me.  Sometimes I’d use songs or poems that I had been saving for Lovespirals, but other times I’d just do something spontaneous based on their compositions, often using the working song title for lyrical inspiration.  It was a crazy, creative time!  I began to spread myself a little thin, so I told everyone that I had to back off and focus in on Lovespirals. 

The Violet Collective Interviews Anji Bee

Rik interviewed Anji Bee about her various musical endeavors for his blog. The following is just an excerpt from the full interview.


Rik: You divide your time between a few projects, Lovespirals and Delphinium being the most visible.  How does this affect the way you write?  Do you sit down with the idea of writing a Lovespirals song for example, or do you decide where a piece will be used after it’s written?

Well, I haven’t actually done any recording for Delphinium in a few years. Justin and I started doing other projects, and then he stopped making music.  He’s been saying he wants to get back into it, so perhaps we’ll collaborate again sometime in the future.

Since I’ve been in Lovespirals I’ve collaborated with a number of different musicians/musical projects, though — mostly during the end of 1999 to mid-2000. I was so excited to join Lovespirals that I went into a really creative period of songwriting, and my song journal was just overflowing.  Unfortunately, Ryan was having a lot of problems with his studio, so our work was put off for a while.  His computer died twice, causing him to lose a lot of precious data, and he’s had a lot of problems getting his software to work correctly ever since.  We haven’t actually gotten to do much work together yet, even though we’ve been together 2 years.

Continue reading The Violet Collective Interviews Anji Bee

Review of Hungry Lucy on Mp3.com

Originally posted to RadioSpy, a subsidiary of GameSpy.com

Part of the goth-electronica movement, Hungry Lucy blends the milder elements of darkwave and trip-hop to create a pleasing pop sound with spooky undertones. In the vein of Switchblade Symphony and Claire Voyant, the band’s songs are carried by strong female vocals atop a bed of melancholic electronics and slow-to-mid-paced shuffle beats.

Hungry Lucy vocalist, Christa Belle, has a sultry but somewhat restrained style that really shines when well-produced (as in the smoky number “Journey”) but falters a bit when left more exposed (as with the Darkroom collaboration “Unhuman”). Her voice has a distinctly youthful quality, and the numerous glamour shots provided at the band’s site reinforce this impression. Could baby-faced sex pot Christa be goth’s answer to Christina Aguilera?

Hungry Lucy is currently offering a sampler CD via MP3.com’s Digital Automatic Music, or DAM, system. The songs are from a full-length album underway, to be titled Apparitions. Two of the EP’s four tracks are available as free downloads: “Bound in Blood,” an evil-tinged Industrial slow rocker, and “Journey,” a dreamy piano-driven number with heavenly vocals. The remaining tracks — “Watcher,” a more minimal but surprisingly catchy song, and “Cover Me,” a Peter Gabriel-esque track with a different vocal feel than the others — are offered as streaming files.

Also on the MP3.com site are two songs not featured on the DAM CD. Of the two, “Unhuman” is the least goth, offering up a jarringly funky side instead. The other, “Alfred,” is a sweet little duet between Christa and bandmate War-N Harrison (also a member of the electro-industrial outfit Fishtank No. 9), about an otherworldly love-interest. If any of these tracks make you hungry for more, the band’s independent Web site provides links to pages on MP3.com competitors Riffage and Vitaminic, where visitors can gain access to two additional free downloadable tracks, “Watcher,” which is only offered as a streaming file through MP3.com, and “Stretch,” which further diversifies Lucy’s electronic sound by adding folky acoustic guitar strumming and record scratching.

While not overly energetic, Hungry Lucy still makes music that’s much perkier, instrumentally, than your traditional gothic fare, though the band’s songs lyrics do deal primarily with death, ghosts, blood and the shadier side of life. Were it not for such lyrical subject matter, the “goth” label might not even come to mind; the music itself isn’t as suggestively dark as all that, nor are Christa’s rather innocent-sounding vocals. There seems to be a trend in darkwave circles toward a certain kind of female voice, one which hearkens back to the more ethereal styles defined by singers such as Suzanne Perry (Love Spirals Downwards), Lynn Canfield (The Moon Seven Times) and Juliana Townes (Area). With Christa singing lead, Hungry Lucy is at the forefront of this revival.

The band seems to be updating its site often while working on its debut CD, so it’s entirely likely that new songs may be available for download soon. Hungry Lucy should find wide appeal within the goth, electronica and alternative pop scenes thanks to the genre-agnostic format of the online music marketplace. Heck, with a face like Christa’s, the band could even open up a new area in the teen sensation market if it finds the right management. After all, if darksters Marilyn Manson and Trent Reznor can be accepted as sex symbols, what’s to prevent a cute little goth girl from rising to similar stature?

Anji Bee | June 6, 2000

Anji Bee is a freelance writer and musician living in Los Angeles.

“Placebo” Lyrics

“Placebo (Diode Remix)” Aslans’ VS Anji Bee Mp3.com Coffeehouse Cuts (2000)

Beneath the gorgeous void of you
All of you crushing me from above
Sleep for an eternity
Dream but a moment
Incubate an ache always
Always

You’re my placebo
You’re my placebo
Placebo

Beneath the gorgeous void of you
All of you crushing me from above
Sleep for an eternity
Dream but a moment
Incubate an ache always
Always. Always.

You’re my placebo
You’re my placebo
Placebo

Desire, a soft ghost
A symphony in skin
Delirious with elaborate time
Delirious with elaborate time

Placebo
Placebo
Placebo

You’re my placebo
Placebo

— by Anji Bee (BMI)

Note: I’m posting the remixed version of these lyrics because this is the one you are most likely to find if you search online. The remix is really not very different from the original, anyway. One more note, these lyrics were first created as a refrigerator poem and the spoken word part (“Desire, a soft ghost”) was taken from a poem by Brianna Cross.

Review of Aslan’s “Son” DAM CD (mp3.com)

“Aslan’s sun is rising, thanks to Internet support from the drum n bass community” 

Many people fear that free music on the web isn’t worth much more than that. Often times I agree, but every now and again I’m proven wrong by someone truly exceptional making their way via the medium of the internet. Aslan’s is one such artist. 

I first came into contact with Aslan’s through posts to a news group run by Chicago-based forwardbound.com, a site dedicated to the bands and labels of atmospheric drum n bass. Taran, of Aslan’s, regularly posts links to his newest tracks, usually hosted by ironcladmindfloss.com (a site that he and friends have created as an artistic outlet for musicians, poets and fine artist alike.) He began putting his songs on the more infamous mp3.com just a few months ago, as a more reliable way to make his music available, and has been rather pleased with the results. 

Already, the mp3.com site has logged over 250 downloads/streamed plays of mp3’d tracks from his upcoming album (available on their own DAM system by the time of print), something Taran feels he has Forward Bound to thank for. Fellow producers and DJs from the Forward Bound list have been very supportive of his work, lending criticism and critical contact information to the project. Several companies and individuals have expressed interest in releasing vinyl or pressing dub plates of Aslan’s songs, which is something Taran is quite excited about. 

Having just begun his dnb production career a scant 2 years ago, he couldn’t be more happy to have caught the attention of a sometimes fickle audience. But, more than “the list,” Taran has nothing but good, solid music to point to for his success. I would classify his music as straddling the line between Warp, which caters to the avant garde Intelligent Dance Music set, and the primarily atmospheric Drum n Bass focused Good Looking Records’ sounds — including some of the best aspects of each. With intelligent drum programming and atmospheric toppings, Aslan’s is a treat for both the mind and soul. 

“Falling Vast,” one of the most recent songs added, was the first to capture my imagination. With it’s catchy bassline and samba-esque percussion, I soon found myself grooving to the beat and nodding my head in time. Quickly stealing my attention, however, was “Placebo,” with it’s moody keys loop and punchy rhythm. 

More moody, even, is “Eldila,” which reminds me somewhat of electronic innovator, Plaid. A lovely, wispy melody (a harp, perhaps?) is juxtaposed over a mechanical brushed-sounding drum beat, a flute melody, occasional samples of waves, bird calls, and — of all things — old time western pistol fire, plus a strange sub-basey clicking sound that’s the oddest touch of all. This song is truly magical in it’s ability to whisk one away to a dream like state, where all such disperse elements spin a cohesive story. 

“Eustace,” which apparently brought Aslan’s to the attention of the powers-that-be at mp3.com who choose the featured artists, is a slightly heavier number, with a nice ambient breakdown halfway through and foot-tapping percussion throughout. The last of the free tracks offered is “Mother Monarch,” one of the slower songs, with an odd groove and quirky sounds, one of which sounds suspiciously like a dog bark. 

The final 3 tracks of the album are also definitely worth collecting, if you’ve enjoyed the other 5 tracks Aslan’s has generously offered on mp3.com. (but you may want to check out the ironcladmindfloss site for additional tracks, if you know what i mean…) “Pan2” is a funky downbeat song with oodles of ambience that you won’t want to miss. “The Yard” has the trippiest beats and silliest melodies of the bunch, placing Aslan’s more firmly on the side of IDM than dnb. “Dragon Spirits,” may be the weakest song, but still plenty enjoyable as well. 

“Son” is a strong first effort for this young talent from Indiana, and I believe it will make a nice launching pad for Aslan’s future in dnb and IDM. Be sure to check out these tracks while they are still available to you through the graces of artist-based technology on the internet. 

[Originally posted to RadioSpy, a subsidiary site of GameSpy.com]

Review of Shape Shifter UK on Riffage

Shape Shifter UK on riffage.com

I was recently turned on to riffage.com, the latest downloadable mp3 site on the web, through a bandmate. Fearing “riffage” was an allusion to 80’s Heavy Metal, I was a bit hesitant to check it out. My doubts were soon to put to rest, however, as I saw that Riffage had a contemporary look and feel, with colorful techno-styled graphics (think orange and purple), lots of embedded Flash files, front page feature stories, and constantly updating content. 

There were a plethora of navigational choices from the entryway, making my first contact with the site almost daunting, but I decided to begin with what seemed the obvious choice; “Get Music Now!” This was where I ran into the Featured Artist Section, which highlighted Shape Shifter UK as the Electronic/Techno artist for the period. As he also had 4 tracks included on their Electronic Top 40, he seemed a promising artist.

I quickly downloaded the 7 free mp3s listed, with little or no trouble. However, I kept receiving error messages when I attempted to purchase any of the other 4 tracks. Thinking that the mp3s might also appear on the band’s official home page, I checked out the Band Info Section and clicked on a link which turned out to be an mp3.com page. There I located a free download of one of the purchasable Riffage tracks, plus 3 other free tracks which weren’t listed at Riffage. Now armed with 10 free mp3s, I had a healthy 58 minute playlist –including 6 of the 10 tracks which appear on the Shape Shifter UK cd entitled “Fears and Emotions” (currently available only as a DAM cd on mp3.com).

In Paul Sumner-Williams own words, Shape Shifter UK “cover{s} the spectrum of the underground dance scene {with} a blend of Techno, House, Breaks, Drum n Bass and Ambient.” I would have to agree with this statement, but further clarify that the type of House music Sumner-Williams writes is generally of the Trance variety, unfortunately my least favorite type. Shape Shifter’s songs are never overly long, clocking in at roughly 6 minutes on average, and the compositions seem more listening oriented, than club focused. Still, I could easily imagine hearing some of the more banging Techno tunes — “Fires of Hell” and “Wobbly Ground,” in particular — or even the Progressive track, “Illusion,” at a rave.

I found his Breaks and Jungle-influenced songs to be pretty enjoyable on the whole, having a fairly ambient bend and laid-back tempo to them. There are traces of Techno stylings which makes me hesitate to call them Drum n Bass, as he does. I’d almost call them Intelligent Jungle, because of the bleepy sounds he favors, but the programming isn’t as intense as say, Photek. A few tracks are almost neatly split between a Progressive and Breaks/Jungle feel, particularly “The Snake Charmer” and “Believe in Me.” This discussion points to Sumner-Williams’ statement that he’s “trying to break the mold of commercial dance music” by blending the various genres together, and in so far as that goes, he is quite successful.

My favorite tracks would have to be “Introduction to the Future,” which is an appropriately spacey number with nice pads, a catchy bleepy synth lead and deep piano line, and “Distant Voices,” which features an eastern-inspired female vocal loop and a sample of thunder claps over a slow sweeping analog lead and thumpy bassline. “Making Sense of it All” is also a catchy tune, with spastic breaks and a rolling bassline. “The Haunting” has some nice percussive elements as well, but I wasn’t as excited about the synth lines or sounds.

I should also mention that I was impressed by the sound quality of the mp3 files themselves, being very clean and of a good volume level. 

Over all, I’m happy to have discovered both Shape Shifter and Riffage, and look forward to monitoring the progress of both as this new age of technology advances and brings us in closer contact with artists via the web.

 

[Originally posted by RadioSpy, a subsidiary of GameSpy.com]

Review of Temporal by Love Spirals Downwards

I penned this review of the latest LSD release on Projekt Records for my KUCI website, but wanted to share it here, too. Especially since I designed the album art!

LSD begin the new millenium with the release of Temporal, a collection of songs spanning the 7 year history of the band. From their hauntingly beautiful acoustic beginnings to their present drum’n’bass & electronica sound, this compilation covers the entirety of Love Spirals’ career with 13 tracks culled from their master tapes. Arranged in groups of three songs from the four major periods of recording, Temporal begins at the end, with a set of remixes from the last studio album, Flux, done by Ryan last summer. 

“Alicia” is a flamenco spiced bossa nova drum’n’bass tune with lovely acoustic guitar licks provided by Rodney Rodriguez of The Von Trapps. With the remix, the vocals are downplayed, and the rhythm made stronger. Lots of ethereal pads have been added, to subsitute for the old analogy keyboards of the original. “Misunderstood” has been almost entirely revamped with exciting breakbeats and lots of fabulous moody saxophone played by Doron Orenstein of Toof. This remix is my favorite track of the album for sure.

Also included on the album are several songs from various compilations or eps, such as the heartbreaking instrumental, “Amarillo.” Ryan is a master at extracting the maximum amount of emotion with a minimal guitar melody, and this composition of acoustic, electric and ebowed guitar is a masterpiece. No vocals are needed to get his melancholic message across to the listener. “Asleep” is a near-instrumental from the period between Ever and Flux which appeared on a small-run compilation by Precipice Recordings. This early attempt at d’n’b production definitely shows the influence of Good Looking Records artists on the band’s music. For vocals, Ryan ran a sample of Suzanne backwards, lending a very strange effect to a simple, fairly upbeat track. Of course, there’s always an undertone of sadness in all LSD songs, and “Asleep” is no exception.

There’s also a live track from one of the rare performances given by the band. Simply acoustic guitar and vocals (plus plenty of reverb), this song gives you a fair idea of the magic of those early days for LSD. Taken from a group of recorded performances recently uncovered by Ryan, this is just a taste of the rumored “live album” he plans to release at some point in the future.

To fill out the ensemble, there’s a nice array of tunes culled from each release, presumably Ryan’s favorites, since he put the release together himself. All in all, Temporal is 66 bliss-filled minutes lovingly selected as a body of work as unique as the journey of Love Spirals Downwards music from then to now has been.

For those who have never heard Love Spirals Downwards before and want some band comparisons, let me offer the following: Everything But the Girl, Perfume Tree, Massive Attack, Halou, Siddal, Cocteau Twins and Slowdive.

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